Melancholic Tuesday

Uwwhh… Melancholic Tuesday… So lazy and nothing special I guess…
Maybe because of this day is my first day of my periodically menstruation. And that means I’m going to be more sensitive here for 2 or 3 days a head.

I woke up in the morning and find myself so terrible. The air-conditioner was off and I felt like a well done lobster. I saw my horrible face in the mirror, suddenly all the assignment was flying around my head and drive me crazy. I checked my cell phone, hoping that he smsing me, maybe just asking what I’m doing now, or even replying my sms last night, but I don’t find any sms. I talk to my self: pity me. I throw away my cell phone. I hate that thing now; I never let my cell phone away from me before.

I turn on my laptop, using the internet it’s my hobby, beside it’s like a medicine for my lonely heart. And true it’s really work for me. I met my friends on YM. Bellisima, the girl who was stuck with a playboy that she can’t let go because her ego. She is my best friend. She live in Bali, so internet is the best and the cheaper media to us to keep contact. I also met Alit Surya, Bli Komang, Rendhy Yurico, Febby Indah, and much more. And you know what? I felt much better now.. No more sadness (at least for a moment). And then the happiest thing is I received sms from him. Thx to make me smile again….