I awoke to find the maid (male) who was cleaning out my bedroom window,
and on the sidelines of a closed window blinds transparent lay myself in a mess...
hoooaahheemmm...
damn it!
The weather today was cool, wet, and soothe the soul
Most of my time this afternoon I spent on my bed without doing anything other than thinking...
In the middle of the day that usually should be hot,
this Sunday afternoon wrapped in a grey cloud that made my heart turn blue..
I put my foot down into the floor for the first time on this day
Sipping my local sweet tea mingled with the scent of the rain,
my mind far looked in the past and fantasy...
Aahh...
The atmosphere was so fun and somehow touching....
I made a pilgrimage to the strains of memory
Fractional events, experiences that have made me
Obviously with the added of something else,
which I can't understand what is...
From all that has passed,..
I want to thankful to Ida Sang Hyang Widi Wasa
for all the blessings and the grace
It is remarkable that I can survive
above all the wild thoughts
and rugged body that refuses to always be controlled...


